My TUESDAY was like hell siolsssss. .
after studying at home for like 3hours den shaf was like . .
" dekk .! nak kuwaa? ".
denn ii sayy anitink laaaaa. .
actually ii cant go out bcos ii failed my exams badlyyy. .
budden shaf just plan withh farid,fiza,lin,bella on MSN.
so yeahhhhhhh . .theyy can go outt. .
since we long nvr met. .
when we tgh planning and stuffs mother was like asking ..
" nakk gy maner jerr .! asyik2 kuwaa gy fareast. .adek blaja skejapp jeee. alehhh2 dabes blaja."
we got tell mother datt we want tuhh go jalan2 pat fareast. .
budden mother claimed dat we didnt tell her WHEN we want tuhh go out after we get scoldings from father when we get back.
mother sayy dat she thought we want to go out not on dat dayy . .
but we thought that we already told her and she already know that we want tuh go out on dat dayy . .
so after mother went to work , shaf and me go siappp2 nakk go out. .
daa siappppp we salam fatherr . .
den father was like .. "ey ey ! sape ckp boleyy kluwaaa niyy ? "
we sayyy we already informed motherr datt we want tuh go out. .
we told him where we're gg and stuffs. .
father was likee dunn allow us to go outt. .
but he sayyy dont come back late in he's takk puas hati nye manner .
so we go out laaaaa. .
me and shaf turonn dhoby ghout . jalan2 pat PLAZA SING. dennn walk2 tgokk2 shirts and stuffs.denn we walk toward fareast budden we got singgah OG , heren . otw mahhhh . .
planned to meet them at 7 kat fareast . .but since kite siang..we jalan2 first lorhhh . .
rechedd fareast met farid. jalan2 pat fareast..den waited for fiza and salman . .
after deyy come we planned tuh go cityhall. .
lepakkkk . .so we walkeddddd from fareast to cityhall. .met aizat kat heren.
we was like OMG kepanasan siolsssssss. .
tiring siakkkkk . .
so after reaching esplanade. .we sat down and talk to each other till 9+ . .den fiza and salman nakk balekk. .ii oso nakk balekkk but shaf tanak.nakk stayy ngan aizat pey pasal... after theyy walked awayyyy. .den ii tell shaf eyyy balek uhhh. .daaa lmbt sakk . .kite pon ade curfew siolssss..shaf was like nnt uhhh.langgar uhh siol. like stupidd siaaa. .ppl oredi give freedom nakk langgar2.
shaf and aizat planned tuhh go to macdonald pat marina. abeyyy nakk tinggalkan zaff ngan faridd. ! kitee daa takk kamcheng dari dulu. mcm busteddd sakkk.!
shaf ngan aizat like ..
stayy jekk tunggu bella ngan yan. .
kimakk.! kite daa lmbt shaf maseyy nakk terhegeyyy2 gi marina nye mac ngan aizat.beyy tinggalkan adek sndiri.!
mcm soyal kan.! tanak dgr ckp zaff nakk dgr ckp aizat. .
pentengkan mateyyy dari adek sndiri..
dis is not the first time siolssss. .
geramm sakkkk .! denn ii sayy klaw kakak nakk pegy ngan aizat adek balek. .
den aizat like bbl sarcastic..
"dekniyy nakk balekk sorg2. biar btol. "
ii understand uhhh korg mataer tpy klaw kuwaa rmai2 cam gini understand understood uhh siol.lagyy2 adee farid. aizat sndiri tawu peeee. !
bodoooo sakkkkk .! aizat bbl mcm siakkk . .denn ii cannot tahan. ii walked awayyy . .
ii seriously go home. .
aizat msged me and stuffsssssss. .
denn ii tell him to jage shaf since shaf listened to him mcm anjeng. .
he blame me for everythingg. .
when kat dlm mrt ii kept thinking bout shaf uhhhh . .
wondering if she's okeyy kee takk.
like how am ii supposed tuhh contact her and stuffs. .but ii pretend not tuh kesahhh bout herr. .
its likeee my fuck attitude. ii got feeling bersalahh jugak uhh . .
whenn ii reached at bustopp . ii waited for her. .
denn takk muncol2 ii called my parents nakk tanyee shaf da smpai umaaa ke tak.
budden called both of their hp takk angkat2. .
so waited for herrrrrrr alone. .
den father called me..
asked where am ii . .
den ii sayy waiting for kakak . he sayyy she's at home ready. .
so yeahhh ii go home.
den father questioned ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT .
longg storyyyyy laaaaaaaaaaa. .
ahahaa. .
nowww still havent talk to shaf yet.
still having conflicts with herrrr. .maybe she still cant forgive me for wadd i've done. .
ii dunnoe who's in the wrong nowwww. . but ii noe im wrong smwhere. but shaf is not totally to be blame.

to shaf . .
weiii sis. !
sorry for waddd ii did yest. . im very very sorry .
uu already noeee ii and fariddd like wadddd. .
denn uu still want tuhh leave me behind with him . .
sanggopp siolsssss . nakk pgy ngan aizat nyee pasal .
ii can accpt aizat that he's ur mataer but be understanding uhh please. .
tgok tmpat uhhhhh .
klawwww fiza blom jalann uu want to go aniwhere withh aizat takkpe jugakkk .!
uu must look into the situation uhhhh. .
somore daaa time balekk uu still nakk stayy with him .
nnt end uppp father scold me .
im sorry if yest uu find me everywhere without telling uu where am i . .
ii was really angry at that point of time.
ii dunnoe wadd to sayy readyy uhhhh .

thanksss hyrudee for making me happy hor yest. ! superboyyyyy. !
hahaha . .and and congrattts tawwww dpt naekkk .!

to to dearest . .
sorry didnt replyyyy ur msg . .
trtdo. .
too tireddd uhh yest. .
and and ii miss uu too siolssssss. .