TO SHAF !

about the email thing im just joking .cant u see im smiling when i say dat .
Go ask him urself if u want his email .as if u got no mouth to ask !
i didnt even pester u for cash . i only asked if u have any money still in ur bank account . i asked u . its not dat im forcing . am i right to say that .
i was joking about asking ur boiffy about dat wad . i told u ready .

i said : mintk aizat ah..
u said : eyh piker aizat ape .
i said : taklaa maen2 jek lah . haha .

See. ! and u take it seriously .
okay now about clothes .
Its not my idea of doing that . u urself knows whose idea is daaat .
i only said i'll charge . but did i ? did i take any single cents from u ?
no i didnt . and u still havent change ur attitude by having the habbit of asking permissions . if u asked .. will i lend it to u . YES i will . i told u bfore .
Who's the one is not being understanding here ? me or u ? think !
okay about the sheshaaa. ! u've quit shesha ? but u did smoke sheshaa on dat day with me.
remember ? and whose idea of going there ? me or you ? who decide to go there ?
i only asked u to accompany me go Bugis not sheshaa. but ur the one who suggest to go there .
So am i doing the wrong thing by bringing in ur name ? THINK again !

YES i complained because you never eat at home . if u think bout it ..
is it a complain or im being kind ? think properly .
yes u miss ur dinner . and yeah it bothers me . cos i care for u .
i cant be straightforward to ask u to eat . cos u'll shout at me for that .
so by that i changed my way of talking and not telling u starighforword .
and it sounds like..complain . i noe.
u can tell u've already eaten . need u shout ? No.

hey . are u being kind to me or im being kind to u ? ur always shouting at me even tho i did notink wrong . but did i shout at u back ? no .
Change ur attitude . if u change . we'll be cool . trust me .
Its because u are hot tampered doesnt mean u can shout at anione whenever u like .
i respect u dats why i didnt shout at u back . u seldom hear me shout at u even tho u did smtg wrong or either ur the one who starts the fire .
Yes its true everyone has limits to its patience .
Then do u think dat i can stand with ur behavior ? no i cant. but i tried my best sis.
cos im trying to think postitve about u .
and u .. trying to think all the negative about me .
i can list down all my unhappiness towards u . but i wont .
cos it'll bring ur name down . and i wont do that to u .
and u are always bringing my name down . telling ppl my negatives .
i dont mind . cos i dont care bout ppl judging or saying the negatives bout me .

Nowayadays ur always alone . and it really bothers me. bcos we are usually very close.
and now the opposite . even tho we are very near but we are still very far .
okay this is wad u do EVERYDAY !
Reached home ard 9+ ..
go into ur room .
play laptop .
when i talked to u even for few minutes or seconds.. u say im bothering u . hey ! we're siblings. do u even noe that we're siblings ? probably not animore . cos ur busy with ur boiffy now . and busy doing ur own stuffs . u noe, now i understand u NOTHING !
NOTHING AT ALL !
u think that its not important for me to noe bout u animore. bcos u have ur boiffy to understand u now and then. u just think that im being a busybody or wad stuffs. but actually im not . i just want to noe ur update . and so i still noe something bout u. even a little . okay sis. ur just thinking for urself . YOU AREE PROBABLY BEING SELFISH !
do u realise that .?
GUESS UU DIDNT .! think sis !
its not wrong for me to be childish with u rite sis ? need i behave infront of u ?
or being formal to u ?
i irritate u cos ii ned ur attention sis . dont u noe dat .?
even tho i got friends out there to entertain me, its different from u .
siblings entertainment is way diff sis . i dont care the others . i just need u to be with me and its enuff for me . ur my one and only siblings i have . why must u do this to me sis ? haishhh !